I just want to whine for a minute. No advice needed, I just want to complain and then get on with my life.
I am currently dealing with the frustration of being a disorganized person. I am sooooo much a ‘live in the moment’ kind of person, but that means that I have very, very poor organizational skills. This is presenting a problem at work because I’m feeling the crunch on some projects and the start of each work time is several minutes of “What was I doing? What needs to be done now? Is it possible that I am currently doing work that has been done before? Yes. Yes it is.” So I work frantically with a feeling of ‘someone else would be doing this faster and more efficiently, with less personal berating’. (Honestly, if I call myself a moron one more time, I’m going to have to have a talk with me.)
I have thought that I should just take some time and get my head organized, but honestly – who’s kidding who? I will live like this until I die because the adrenaline rush is the only thing that motivates me to get things done.
On another negative side, this personal failing also caused me to pay the credit card bill late, and that has happened enough there is no more forgiveness from the company. Stupid
So again, no encouragement or advice needed. Instead, tell me about a dessert that you like.